I miss blogging so much.. Well it has been quite a while..
I've planned ahead what I'm going to do and earn for a living and I've to thank my best-cell-mate at work for giving me the motivations and encouragement. She sees something in me and always that positive remarks which i truly appreciates.
I won't deny the fact that I've this business minded thinking in my head and I would love to go all the way out into achieving something I believe in having faith in it.
My growing up sons is my most precious gems. They are more well behaved now. I've learnt to control my temper and talk things out with them. No more smacking, no more yelling. Just talk and talk and talk.
I'm glad Danish knows how to apologise to me after sitting down and think about his mistakes.
And... they are getting along pretty well now which sets my mind at ease.
Work has been pretty hectic. Too much for my tiny hands and of course as usually, I'm always the taker but never the giver. Why? Because I just don't feel like shifting my work to someone else. We work for what we earn. I don't want to earn with blind pay! So no lagging...
The aftermath with bitches, i've moved on. I can shut my mouth but I can't shut others into saying such remarks. Human beings have this tendency in their mind. If they heard a rumor about another person and their preception about that person will automatically change. So my resort is to ignore such person and buat bodoh kambing sudah.
Enuff' said. I miss my sons badly and i wana go home! Pronto!
And 13th October have came. I failed my 1st attempt of FTT. it's okay. next month. hurry up! i want that Class 3 !
Good night everyone..
