i don't even know why but i felt my life have so many obstacles to go through.

sometimes, it's even too much for me to handle.

there is at certain times in life, i just feel like throwing my hands up in the air and run away.

i know that will not solve the problem.

but mentally i'm exhausted.

with each problem that i'm facing, i've always tried to be optimistic about it.

i'm really lethargic.

i've buried so much pain within my heart.

i'm not sure will there be anymore space for me to withstand the pressure that cooks me.

and no, it does not involves my hubby.

i want my house the soonest it can get.

and i've thought about it.

punggol/sengkang will be my next choice on the list.

pasir ris market houses is super high and minus point is that, there's no 3 room flat.

the smallest flat they have is just 4 room flat.

i want to be rich.

i must work towards my goal.

i must.

i will.

to achieve good things in life.

am glad honey, you're here standing beside me giving me the moral support that i need.

i love you too much sweets!