i saw him slammed his brother as though it was nothing.
nonetheless, my reaction was pretty fast.
i curbed that frantic little boy and hush him like a baby and my reflexes was abit too fast that i end up slapping him pretty hard with an extra 3 beatings on his upper arm and thighs.
ultimately, when it spanked me hard on the face, i realised that i'm abit overreacting to the situation.
both boys cried at the same time and thank god, hubby decided to get his butt up from his nearly lalala land to soothe one of them.

after which my boys fell a asleep, i felt so guilty for inflicting him a pain that i knew it's unbearable for a 2year plus boy.
if i don't train him to be a respectable boy or discipline him from young, will he learn? that is the out most question that keeps on ringing a bell on my brain.
i hate spoilt ill breed kids, but is my kid spoilt?

sorry to say but when it comes to discipline my boys, pretty sure im such a ferocious tiger and i wish you to stay when im discipline my boys.

there is this hp in Yishun that really test my patience to the maximum.
hubby trade his K779i for a W580i.
the hp was a 2nd hand phone and i told him repeatedly that don't ever purchased a 2nd hand phone as they tend to be either spoilt or damaged or whatsoever.
i said countless of times and it has always fall on deaf ears.
so, his "new" hp of less than 2wks which has a warranty covering everything except the LCD screen as stated, his camera wishes to end its life by giving him a blank screen with no access to take pixels at all.
im being the most devoted to my hubby that i decided to confront the damn motherfucking irritating maggot dealer.
i told him, its not fair as it is only 10days and what can you do to compensate the damaged that has been inflicted to the camera.
oh, that bloody swain... he says if im looking for trouble he is all on.
my goodness me, it has been so long that i forgot where my anger came from that i nearly kick his table of glass right through him that hubby came in time to soothe everything out.
you see, the problem with my hubby that he is a soft one.
its a bonus point to him that people loves to take advantage of him.
he told me to shut up whilst he do the talking.
i swear, i feel like slapping him there and then in public but self conscious of the next possibility of next whats is going to happen if i do that stop me instantly.

hmm... in the end we got nothing in returned and im sure i cannot pass by that shop anymore for anger will filled me in automatically and god knows whats next am i thinking.

im so addicted to the new moon than it's almost completion. im starting to be greedy i know.
but this is the only material i had to keep me alive during my train ride to and fro work.
reading at home is totally impossible with the boys driving me insanity when im home.
they will have so many action pack moves to show and share with me.
with wiwish learning to climb and talk, clapping and reacting to people talks.
the way wiwish will wave goodbye when being told.
with danish running around chasing air.
omygosh. life at home is pretty hectic with two active boys even when the night fall.

pretty interesting motherhood is and i'm lovin' it to the last bits.

what is life without ups and downs?

to those who wishes to end their life over trivial matter please do so and stop being a menace and pest to the society who owes you nothing but listening ear and advises to be share but fall on deaf ears.
life is a dull if there is no ups and downs.
it's true that none of us is in your shoes but we always put ourselves in your shoes to note what you're feeling.
remember if you think you had the most worst case scenario cases, others had it worsen than you.
no matter what, life still move on with or without you.

there. i've said my piece and should you wish to sulk please do so for what i preach is what im thinking. there is no need for you to talk like a motherfucker.