it's always me.
ME ME ME ME ME.
i've always given you the right of the way, the wrong of the way.
everything.
but what do i get in return?
HURT HURT HURT HURT HURT.
how many times must you stabbed my heart?
this has always been the case since day 1 in relationship.
every single time i feel like giving up with your bloody nonesense.
but why it seems like i can't do it?

because i love you.
and sometimes i feel im loving the wrong guy.
WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY must u HURT HURT HURT HURT HURT me?

im a human being with feelings too.
just don't push me further for i can no longer take the pain that you inflicted to me.

i've been meaning to give up but im still hanging on because i studpidly still love you.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY must i love you?
why you of all people.
why???????????????

urgh!