i get slapped today.
twice.
for scolding hubby "pantat".
in front of his parents.
by accident.
i cried 'cos he slapped me in front of his mother.
it's humiliating.
that's why.
he comfort me and reprimanded me in the room.
i don't mind if he wants to slap me for being rude to him.
but in front of his mother?
of course I'm embarrassed.
after those drama was over, we went down to see our future caregiver for my youngest son.
the house is okay.
clean.
acceptable.
i swear I'm going to miss my sons when work commerce 1st Dec.
but what to do?
everything is rising in Singapore.
though hubby reassure me that he can managed the finances and etc.
i just don't feel good.
as i think far ahead for my kids.
like all parents, i want the best for my kids.
be in education and play toys.
am glad that the company willing to take me back when i left the job abruptly.
plus point, I'm working office hours.
cool shit.
I've never worked office hours before.
with the challenging environment, i wished to go far.
now i maybe a temporary staff.
but a colleague of mine reassured me that if i've potential and i'm doing my job right, they MIGHT reconsider me as permanent staff.
:)
to top it off, i've been to Jalan Kayu with hubby for 4 times.
okay.
i may sound so kental but then, it's the happiness of freedom i get to leave my son once in a while in the care of my in laws.
i've never get the green light to go out late at night as my eldest son is so clingy to me before i gave birth to wiwish.
furthermore, i just love lepak-ing session be it with hubby itself or with his friends.
i don't have my contacts because people always think i'm such a snub when the actually fact they don't even know me.
maybe my face looks so step but i'm not okay.
anyway, maybe it's ME.
i don't know how to approach people because i'm shy to make the first move.
now now.
don't get me wrong.
it's okay to be friends cyberly.
but reality?
i don't know.
i'm just shy fyi.
right now i really content with what i have.
i don't mind not having much friends.
by the way, am glad that hubby finally allowed me to take class 2b.
it has been 3year plus convincing him.
i know he cares for my safety.
but i reassure him that I'm taking that class for transportation.
but cannot talk much.
have to complete my class 3 before i dream of enrolling myself to class 2b.
one at the time babe.
i love my ninit and wiwish boys to bits.
i know i will be missing them truckloads when i start work.
but for future sake I'm willing to sacrificed
though my parents is totally against the idea of me working, what can i do?
i don't depend on them as i prefer Independence.
even when I'm in dire straits i still don't ask for a loan.
i don't know why.
maybe it is to prove that i can take care of my son expenses?
i just can't figure it out still.
i hope you babes are having such a lovely day.
take care ladies.
:)
twice.
for scolding hubby "pantat".
in front of his parents.
by accident.
i cried 'cos he slapped me in front of his mother.
it's humiliating.
that's why.
he comfort me and reprimanded me in the room.
i don't mind if he wants to slap me for being rude to him.
but in front of his mother?
of course I'm embarrassed.
after those drama was over, we went down to see our future caregiver for my youngest son.
the house is okay.
clean.
acceptable.
i swear I'm going to miss my sons when work commerce 1st Dec.
but what to do?
everything is rising in Singapore.
though hubby reassure me that he can managed the finances and etc.
i just don't feel good.
as i think far ahead for my kids.
like all parents, i want the best for my kids.
be in education and play toys.
am glad that the company willing to take me back when i left the job abruptly.
plus point, I'm working office hours.
cool shit.
I've never worked office hours before.
with the challenging environment, i wished to go far.
now i maybe a temporary staff.
but a colleague of mine reassured me that if i've potential and i'm doing my job right, they MIGHT reconsider me as permanent staff.
:)
to top it off, i've been to Jalan Kayu with hubby for 4 times.
okay.
i may sound so kental but then, it's the happiness of freedom i get to leave my son once in a while in the care of my in laws.
i've never get the green light to go out late at night as my eldest son is so clingy to me before i gave birth to wiwish.
furthermore, i just love lepak-ing session be it with hubby itself or with his friends.
i don't have my contacts because people always think i'm such a snub when the actually fact they don't even know me.
maybe my face looks so step but i'm not okay.
anyway, maybe it's ME.
i don't know how to approach people because i'm shy to make the first move.
now now.
don't get me wrong.
it's okay to be friends cyberly.
but reality?
i don't know.
i'm just shy fyi.
right now i really content with what i have.
i don't mind not having much friends.
by the way, am glad that hubby finally allowed me to take class 2b.
it has been 3year plus convincing him.
i know he cares for my safety.
but i reassure him that I'm taking that class for transportation.
but cannot talk much.
have to complete my class 3 before i dream of enrolling myself to class 2b.
one at the time babe.
i love my ninit and wiwish boys to bits.
i know i will be missing them truckloads when i start work.
but for future sake I'm willing to sacrificed
though my parents is totally against the idea of me working, what can i do?
i don't depend on them as i prefer Independence.
even when I'm in dire straits i still don't ask for a loan.
i don't know why.
maybe it is to prove that i can take care of my son expenses?
i just can't figure it out still.
i hope you babes are having such a lovely day.
take care ladies.
:)