my hubby always complained that i'm stupid.
not academic but just plainly dumb for being nice.
and i wasn't even appreciated.
now, u all can call me dumbfuck.
haha.

i mean how many have i ever help humans out there?
but have they ever appreciated it?
worst, they backstabbed me like fuck.
and still can go out with the person they badly bad mouthed.
like fuck kan?
so this fucktards can go fuck and die.
waste time aku je be friends with them.
padahal padahal.
haix.

and one more thing i'm so fucked up right now is when people cheats me of my money.
like one this 15year old girl.
i ordered my watched and never get to see it and she said want to transfer back the money but never ever did i see my money again.
keep delaying the process.
ah fuck lah.
everytime like that.
when people borrow my money or what, they give fuck up reasons when it's paying back time.
not one but countless. fuck lah.
entah lah.
i'm too soft that's what hubby said.
but for me to gadoh2 pasal duit is not my type either.
so bottom line is, dont borrow money to others.
full stop.
when i'm in hardship i suffered alone.
where got other humans nak tolong.

so now, i hope my interview on Tuesday will goes well.
if it did.
well.
i'm BACK people.
hahaha.