I'm always being cheated.
Be it friendship. Relationship. Whatever ship you can think of.
Also, I'm not being spared by cash either.
Gosh. I'm so gonna be declared bankrupt.
Not.

Hence, I'm being cheated by friends, blog shop owner, enemies, acquaintances.
Urgh. Different wok of life.
Dammit.
I'm not even working so why do i always have the nice soft heart to spare others.
Put myself in their shoes.
Help them be it financially or physically or whatever.
But has anyone put themselves in my shoes?
I doubt so.
Double whammy!

I'm not asking or begging my money to be paid pronto.
Even if you don't even have the intention to pay back, at least informed me.
Stop giving me excuses or ask my account no. or even have the cheek to ask my full name and my account no. through email.
Gosh. I swear if i ever meet you or bumped into you, i'm going to slap you like your mom did.

Fine. Money come and go.
At least i'm not the money minded who goes after people haunting them down.
Too much pain i've been bearing inside me.
Too many people which i definitely lost count who borrowed and the amount.
From today onwards, i'm not going to lend even a single cent to anyone i know EXCEPT my family members or very very very close friends that i know who is definitely going to pay me back.

And and and, i'm the tai-long tak menjadi.
Fine, that is what hubby and my closest friends labelled me as.
Ouh whatever.
My pain of losing so much cash is still feeling-able.
Is there such a word?
Oh nevermind.

Anyway, i love jalan raya with my boy(s).
So many collections and i love to see their bank account roll.

Today marks the day, my maternal granny present me a white gold necklace.
And, after my hubby has decided to increase my monthly allowances, i want to give her partial of it because i think she deserved it.
I want to be a good daughter, grand daughther, wife and mommy to my family.

I love you guys alot!