I'm not fond of people who loves to provoke and sarcastically shoved it right into my face.
well, it beats rather than yakking behind my back.
oh whatever.
so what if i can't speak or write english perfectly?
i doubt there will be any perfect people in this whole wide world.
everyone has its own flaws.
and my flaws happens that i'm not good in my written and spoken english.
so what right have you got to bring me down?
there are two answers and i can't do the optioning one for you.
1. you want me to buck up.
2. you said that so that i know how it feels to be provoked?
oh well, thank god you're my dad. that i cannot say much but to just shut my ears and pretended that i didn't hear a thing that you just mentioned.
anyways, i missed the feeling of blogging.
it has been my inspirations to blog on almost everything that it's happening in my life.
though i know that no matter where i go, there will be red eyes observing me as though i owe them my life.
ahakz. and i prefer my life to be in a quiet manner whereas i'm away from blogger people whom simply as childish as i could put the words in.
hence, i just want to point out a little something that i find it pretty ridiculous.
seriously.
when human A buys things B, human C also buy things B.
is it pure coincidence or copyhumans?
anyways, things are bound to be bought as many customers as it can attract right?
so what right as human A got to says that human C is copying her?
it's as good as saying, hey i went to this mall first so you're not permitted there, and if you do it means you're tailing me. or wait. this is good. human A and C are at the entrance of the mall.
human A enters first and then human C, so human A makes a scene and claim that human C is tailgating her and thus a verbal war for no such apparent reason.
oh crap.
i just find that such behaviour is atrocious.
because i wanted to buy this sandals on impulse that i saw at FEP when apparently this bitch compliment that our other friend is using that alike pair of sandals. OMGOSH. i swear i nearly slapped her. it means im restricted to buy what i desire? for my goodness sake. don't tell me i looked at everyone elses sandals and want to copyhumans them? madness! i've got better things to do than oogling at those open-smelly-feet of others.
and it didn't just stop there.
whatever i want to buy or shop, eyes is luring at me.
like what the fuck?!
and i so hate shopping with girls with weeny brains.
to think that she's a mother of one.
gosh. such sickening mind.
anyway, i just feel that my love life needs a saviour.
it's so badly affected that i'm so afraid that my man would leave me one day.
we do communicate well but it's just that our affections towards each other is so shitty.
we would yelled at each other to get noticed or things done.
i would physically hurt him and mentally.
i think i'm the one with the problem.
it's not as though i did that on purpose.
but but but...
i don't know.
the reason is always, i'm having such a long day with those two boys so i reacted that way.
and it happens everyday.
like no love sparks between us.
i dread to think that i may not love him alot like before.
but then..........
when he's away from me for some time, i tend to miss him alot and wish that he's nearby.
and when he's im always seen lured vulgaraties at him. why? why? why?
he has been such a dear to me.
he have been fufilling my needs be it material wise, and listens to everything that i say.
yes everything.
when i say i don't want, he won't do it or buy it.
you know that kind of sweetness.
but why the hell am i such a fucking demon bitch?
i just don't know why.
maybe it's true that hubby said i need to see a specialist.
i love you from the bottom of my heart and i'm so sorry that i'm such a heartless bitch at times and i find it hard to believe that you still manage to accomodate with me.
maybe that is what they define true love.
i love you baby.
i just need time to find my real soul. and i seriously hate this split personality.
i love you to bits.
well, it beats rather than yakking behind my back.
oh whatever.
so what if i can't speak or write english perfectly?
i doubt there will be any perfect people in this whole wide world.
everyone has its own flaws.
and my flaws happens that i'm not good in my written and spoken english.
so what right have you got to bring me down?
there are two answers and i can't do the optioning one for you.
1. you want me to buck up.
2. you said that so that i know how it feels to be provoked?
oh well, thank god you're my dad. that i cannot say much but to just shut my ears and pretended that i didn't hear a thing that you just mentioned.
anyways, i missed the feeling of blogging.
it has been my inspirations to blog on almost everything that it's happening in my life.
though i know that no matter where i go, there will be red eyes observing me as though i owe them my life.
ahakz. and i prefer my life to be in a quiet manner whereas i'm away from blogger people whom simply as childish as i could put the words in.
hence, i just want to point out a little something that i find it pretty ridiculous.
seriously.
when human A buys things B, human C also buy things B.
is it pure coincidence or copyhumans?
anyways, things are bound to be bought as many customers as it can attract right?
so what right as human A got to says that human C is copying her?
it's as good as saying, hey i went to this mall first so you're not permitted there, and if you do it means you're tailing me. or wait. this is good. human A and C are at the entrance of the mall.
human A enters first and then human C, so human A makes a scene and claim that human C is tailgating her and thus a verbal war for no such apparent reason.
oh crap.
i just find that such behaviour is atrocious.
because i wanted to buy this sandals on impulse that i saw at FEP when apparently this bitch compliment that our other friend is using that alike pair of sandals. OMGOSH. i swear i nearly slapped her. it means im restricted to buy what i desire? for my goodness sake. don't tell me i looked at everyone elses sandals and want to copyhumans them? madness! i've got better things to do than oogling at those open-smelly-feet of others.
and it didn't just stop there.
whatever i want to buy or shop, eyes is luring at me.
like what the fuck?!
and i so hate shopping with girls with weeny brains.
to think that she's a mother of one.
gosh. such sickening mind.
anyway, i just feel that my love life needs a saviour.
it's so badly affected that i'm so afraid that my man would leave me one day.
we do communicate well but it's just that our affections towards each other is so shitty.
we would yelled at each other to get noticed or things done.
i would physically hurt him and mentally.
i think i'm the one with the problem.
it's not as though i did that on purpose.
but but but...
i don't know.
the reason is always, i'm having such a long day with those two boys so i reacted that way.
and it happens everyday.
like no love sparks between us.
i dread to think that i may not love him alot like before.
but then..........
when he's away from me for some time, i tend to miss him alot and wish that he's nearby.
and when he's im always seen lured vulgaraties at him. why? why? why?
he has been such a dear to me.
he have been fufilling my needs be it material wise, and listens to everything that i say.
yes everything.
when i say i don't want, he won't do it or buy it.
you know that kind of sweetness.
but why the hell am i such a fucking demon bitch?
i just don't know why.
maybe it's true that hubby said i need to see a specialist.
i love you from the bottom of my heart and i'm so sorry that i'm such a heartless bitch at times and i find it hard to believe that you still manage to accomodate with me.
maybe that is what they define true love.
i love you baby.
i just need time to find my real soul. and i seriously hate this split personality.
i love you to bits.