it's all free now.
as cloudy as my visions are, i've never failed to notice precious moments infront of me.
but why?

lets put it in this way.
i hate to delude myself for things that i know i did it with anger.
was i wrong?
that at times i couldn't agreed more that i was.

i love him so much that losing him is as good as im gone.
i adore him the most amongst the rest.
not because am i chose favouritism but rather he's special to me as i fight my heart and soul to keep him by my side.
imagining me without you, gosh.
i'm lifeless.
i love you alot honey!
I SWEAR, LIKE THE MOON AND STARS IN THE SKY.

One day, when i grow old, you'll have the permissions to read what's in here and what's not.

"like the ocean needs the tide, like a mother needs the child."

I love you loads.
When i reprimanded u it means i love u so much that it hurts me whenever i scold or beat you.
if i don't love you, i won't be doing all that.
like all mothers, i want to be the best mommy that you can be proud of.
i want to show u affections like everyone else.
i love you my boy ninish.
so much that it hurts me sometime whenever i punished u.

i just love you boy ninish.

you're the smiles, the joy, the laughter and the cries to my heart.
only you and boy wiwish can cure my unhappiness.
I LOVE YOU, BOY NINISH.