bleeding in silence.

i don't know for the fact either i'm too demanding or you just simply refused to share the burden with me.

i know job do makes one tired but on the other end don't tell me that i'm not?

sitting at home too makes me tired with your son running around, wailing and whinning at me for no apparent reason at times is enough to drive me insane at times.
for what i know, i'm still here babysit your sons is because i love them so much.

so by venting your anger at me, who should i vent my anger at?

since you said you are the willing party to exchange position with me, why not?

i doubt you can handle both in one go.

i guess my mindset on being an only child is equal to selfish and self-centre person is true after all.

well, maybe at times you're not.

bottom line is i want you to know that having two kids means more responsibilities pilling up for us and extra job to be done. it's not as though we're only having Dan back then whereas i don't even give a hoot whether or not you help in taking care of him.

i've only got two hands and two legs.

for those who thinks that, "who asked you to bear another child?".

my replied to you is..
shut up fucker. if god gives me another one, i can't simply say, i don't want and straight go for abortion can i? because whatever happens it happens for a reason.

full stop. now you understand fuckers, no?

then fuck off.

Anyway, happy 21st birthday to you, Itik.

May Allah bless you and your family.

Insya-Allah till eternity shall your marriage be.