what we are now is not what we were in the past.

i believed all of you do have history of past which we would badly want to be forgotten with.
if your answer is no, then you must be in denial.
i too believed in that, in order to move on, we must put the past behind us.
if we don't, we would be dragging that oh-i-so-hate-it past.
one must be strong in order to face reality crush.

if humans keep on preaching about how pitiful that life is, well hunney, you just shown your ugly sight of you.
why must you demoralised yourself?
we as human being should be talking high at the correct time and not low.

also, to point this out.
we, as a ladies, should never ever give up our dignity for some shit asshole who just want to fuck us.
yes, we got off in the wrong way by being pregnant before we wed.
afterwhich, don't tell me we must repeat again our mistakes?
absolutely no!

come on, wake up dolls.
i've read enough news.

on a lighter note, i've grown to realise that, hubby has given up alot of his hope and dreams just to keep us going.
he gave up his band for the second time running already which makes me feel ultimately guilty full-time.
he gave up his dream to be a musician.
i know he can make it big.
i just know he can.
i saw, watched him drums.
he IS good.
damn good, i tell you.
for that, when the next chances arise, i swear, i will never ever gonna stop him in achieving his dreams.
and yes, his second serious bandmates make it babey.
they're offered by a recording company and dil walked off that band halfway.
if you're thinking about steel damaged?
no. im not refering to that one honey.

sucky? yes. im a bitch.
fuck. but i promised him that i will mend my ways.

wait! no.
im not a bitch.
what i did in the past is to lead him on the right tracks.
well honey, i know u're reading.
you should, urm, wait till at least dan can play the drums with you.

at least, we don't copy people, the drum that the person bought is the cheaper one.
$19.90 je.
step i don't know.
ouh, whatever!

whoever, whatever, however felt the pinch by just reading my entries post, should just shut the window close. this is in general.
not happy, find me.
by all masses if you can.

okay bye honey.
i love you all!
chey.
superstar peeee.....