as noted in the previous entries it's back to square 1 as now i'm depend on my hubby's income.
it's still beats me out how we managed to survive just before the next pay day.
as you know, hubby is not earning much and therefore it explains the most budget period till next pay day makes the bank fat.
so want to complain?
cannot complain!
if you think smoking is the wrong step, well you're so wrong people.
smoking only occurs when there's sufficient cashflow.
no cash?
verdict, no smoking.
and it's good 'cos hubby is the type of person, never smoke also never die.
important bottom line is, our kids has enough milk and pampers and essentials stuffs needed for them.
each and every night i'm always restless.
thinking on how to manage the finances.
sometimes, it's just so hurtful and make me have sleepless night, i just wish i could shut my brain and sleep.
but i can't!
look. it's already 4.18 am in the morning.
good gracious me!
but for sure im glad is that, i don't have any debts to settle.
(those reading, don't terasa, it's meant for no one. i'm refering to myself. thank you.)
i'm not blaming myself for having two kids.
if i've tried my best to prevent pregnancy but it happens, i can't blame anyone.
true?
blame no one.
it's a gift from Allah.
we're powerless.
i'm sure there is a reason why Allah gave me Muhammad Darwisy.
right?
simple said.
i'm not a begger.
i don't beg for sympathy or donations.
this is where i rant my daily happenings in life.
so if you think otherwise, just click the browser X and it will automatically shuts.
anyways, i'm taking this course on infant and child certificate.
i need to complete two courses before i'm qualified to become a kindergarden teacher.
and the course actually starts on either 6 aug or 25 aug.
but i'm looking forward to the october classes.
and upgrade is essential.
one can never stop to learn as each day is another day which is going to fill with surprises.
everyday we'll learn new things and experience new feels.
correct?
anyway, if you look closely and read the newpapers daily, you'll realised that all prices went up but PAY never ever goes up.
well to some but why not to us?
oh well, maybe different type of rice bowl.
don't understand?
read in between the lines.
//anyways, i'm unable to do an prompt update about the outing as the pixels is yet to reach onto my hands.
maybe tomorrow or the day after or whenever i'm free or the pixel reaches fast or what okay?
no promises as my life is busier than before as two kids means double work.
okay.
thanks for reading.
any dirt comments please shut to yourself.
if still itchy, just tag at the board.
if i like i reply. if not kirim salam suah eh!
