here i am stressing over job issuses.
still jobless.
don't probe me further 'cos i'm going to rant it out.

case #1.
apparently a friend of mine offered to pass me his/her .... no.
but up till now, don't say no. lah. him/her is acting blur and mumm about it.
macam sial siak.
tak iklhas nak tolong jangan lah nak step tolong.
fucking inconsiderate.


case #2.
was chatting with my ex classmate.
she was asking me if im interested to take over her place and work with her doctor.
i said okay since i too looking for job.
and guess what?
tomorrow supposedly to commerce work but silence till now.
pembastard!
in my history of life, i hate liars, pembastard, pencuri.

fuckers inconsiderate people.

im not hoping on people to help me find job.
i on the other hand pun cari keja.
i mean if you know u got lobang and you sendiri offered to help than by all means.
jangan banyak cakap actions pun tkda.
puihhh.

i never asked you to recommend me to the boss or what.
i'm willing to go and get in touch to them myself.
just a passing of no. is such a tedious task for you.

senang cakap ar. nak buat benda jangan mintak or harapkan bantuan orang.
tkleh harap nya manusia.
susah senang kita tanggung sendiri.

just buzz of ar fuckers.
irritating siak!

im just worried about hunz being fired by his company 'cos him long MC and much worst, he's still badly injured and can't commerce work tomorrow.
so whats more you people wants to add to my burden?

im more stress than ever and i don't know why i still stay strong.

im hoping god will give me the will to stay determined and positive.