and so.

on thursday meet Ain darling to go for an interview together.
well, the interviewer was so freaking fickle minded.
made us walk to n fro in the end we went home empty handed.
???

i was kinda broke and darling Ain treat me LJS JE.
haha. sedap you! i eat till the drumstick is left to bone.
haha. thanks sayang!

we're pretty engrosed in our conversation that i failed to notice that my hp was ringing.
it was from that NTU Alumni Club.
and so, i was pretty kanchiong.
you know lah, sit home shake leg for a good 2 years when the hubby decide to send me off to working environment.

but still credits should go to Ain darling 'cos without her, i would still be jobless.
nevertheless, i will try to help her.
and any job company who calls me i will inform and pass it to Ain darling cos she badly needs the job for her daughter sake.
thanks again babe!

things took a mess in my life.
why do people has to make decisions for me?
i'm no longer your daughter whom you control around.
i'm already married.
why should you butt in and make things worse?
i'm not going to hire a maid and i won't.
i'm letting my boys be in care of someone whom i really really trust.
and not just some maid who came to work for us in the end skiving their job and end up with some bangla.

leaving a son whom is barely 2mths in a care of maid is = to danger babe.
have you read the papers recently?
about a maid bathing a baby boy and the head hit the cubile but kept mumm about it from the mum and in the end the boy pass away.
and i so don't want that to happen to my precious boys.
i hearts them more than i hearts my own hubby.
that shows how much i truly really love my two boys!

happy 2nd anniversary hunz and wish Darwisy cukur rambut turns out well.

till then baby.