i was supposed to be in bed right now at this moment at this second.
the mind and the body refused to communicate.
it sucks big time.
for my alarm clock is going to wake me up as early at 6plus in the morning.

almost a month ago, i made friends with a blogger.
since then, i never regret the first step that i took.
it's time for me to move on.
losing someone close to me pains me no more.
maybe because i'm like immune to it.
girls = bastard queen
(refer to previous gfs)
*ehem* *ehem*

i msg-ed Ain about 2 hours ago saying that i'm sleepy and needs the beauty sleep.
but, up till now cannot sleep.
funny.
the body says i'm tired for godness sake, the mind says wake up idiot play game blogging and stuffs.
tsk. such an ordeal.
i bet Ain is sleeping soundly now beside farah.
*jealous*
i told her i'm going to kidnap that little one.
hehe.

i'm still unsure whether i should go to kkh or not now.
i'm still having this contractions(i think).
puzzled me though.
cos i'm turning 34 weeks on tues.
and it's like almost 6 weeks away.
anyway, dan too arrived in this world prematurely.
so i'm hoping no more premies baby.
it's tedious trying to put them to sleep.
seriously.
all they want is just to cuddle cuddle.
hug hug. milk milk.
hmm...

life as a mom change my preception towards decisions that i would be making.
but.........
i don't mind though.
cos i got baby Dan with me.
teehee.