i hate to be rude.
or look as though i am rude.
but certain things you can't push the blame for.

living with in-laws do give me the creeps and the hell of living.
though my in-laws are equally nice to me, maybe it is just me.
i don't have any problems with my father-in-law.
maybe opposite sex attracts and same sex repels.
heh.
my mother-in-law is nice.
really. but she just pissed me off too much too often.
i get irritates when she tries to take away Dan from me.
you see, i'm very possessive of my son.
seriously.

i never had any hatred feelings for her before.
we clicked the first time we met and that was before she was my mother-in-law.
my heart started to change ever since she insists on me aborting my son.
like what the fish?
i mean just accept it lah.
my wedding wasn't even a grand one.
it was simple with angkat nikah.
that's all.

i mean, sometimes she purposely spite me.
i really pitied my hubby.
he has to stand by me listening to my crap when he is tired working.
wahaha.

seriously.
at times, i even dream of like hurting her.
shit.
i'm bad.

forgive me honey.

certain things you got to let go or else burning within me is tougher to battle with.

night!