i had fun been away.
though I'm much more crankier than the last time i went for a short holiday, it's to the oblivious that I'm pregnant.
Dan was badly affected by my damn attitude.
I'm being such an ass and a very irresponsible mommy.

most of the time, Dan is being seen with his precious daddy.
whom cuddled, cherished, played, pat him to sleep.

i very much regretted yelling at Dan.

we came back on Xmas.

the day after Xmas, we noticed Dan is feeling unwell.
we brought him to the poly nearby.
and he throw his second febrile fits.

now my son is left to bones.
we just brought him home yesterday from KKH.

he's trying him best to recover.

i missed your bubbly self.
i missed you honey.
please get well soon.
I'm so sorry for my horrid behaviour.

i love you more than i love your daddy.
that is my promise to you.