i missed my mom.
so much.
i know i'm super touchy.
to mom.
one day you'll be reading this.
i had to rant my feelings here.
now i understand how it feels to be a mother.
mothers do/did everything for their child/children.
sacrifies is nothing compare to giving birth.
it must be pain on you.
i was such a ruthless, selfish, childish when i say i hate you.
that is when we squabbles far to much.
but you always comfort me after those yelling session we had.
i was touch yet too ego to admit it.
now that i'm married.
i realised i missed you more.
i just want to hug you before i die.
i don't know why does the dying moment pops through my mind.
but we all do knows that we don't know when we'll go.
i'm not ready to go.
i just missed you so much.
i can't bring myself to be separated from you.
maybe i was too attached to you but refused to admit that.
i just love you.
love you.
love you.
so much.
